Repentance
So, I’ve been a little bit convicted this weekend. God has instructed me quite clearly to change the purpose of this campaign. If you go back and read the campaign description, you will see that I have already done that.
You see, He got on to me because I felt like I needed to justify asking for money. I felt like I needed to show how put out we are by losing our primary source of income, to show how on the edge of destruction we are.
He got a little upset at me for that.
Because it’s not that we’re NOT in need. Oh, we need our finances covered. Definitely. We did lose our primary source of income.
He was upset because I was – this is incredibly hard to describe in words, I think in gut feelings a lot (not emotions, more like, “knowings” for lack of a better word) – well, I was afraid. I wasn’t trusting Him. I wasn’t believing His Word.
He told me to be here. He told me to be here for a reason, and that reason is first a particular person and second what that person and I are to accomplish. He told me all of the things to do that I have obeyed Him in doing these last 4 years of living in this place. I continue to be obedient. He showed me that. I was afraid I hadn’t obeyed, hadn’t heard right, but He was very adamant that I HAD obeyed, and I HAD heard right.
Sometimes others don’t, and that’s where this problem started, but that doesn’t mean He will leave me or forsake me because someone else chose to be disobedient.
A couple of weeks ago, I had a dream. I can’t go into the specifics because it was a personal dream, but the dream warned of two things coming. Thankfully, because I took refuge in Him from these two disasters, we ended up exactly where we had been trying to get.
I believe this financial disaster is the first of the two things coming. I don’t know what the second one is (and, I’m not sure I really want to know), but I do know that He ALWAYS comes for me. He ALWAYS saves me. Every. Single. Time.
I encourage you to switch your mindset for me in this campaign. Please do not look at me any longer as a “damsel in distress” but as a royal warrior pursuing the mission she has been sent to do.
What you can do:
1. Pray. Pray that the door opens in the natural (it’s already open spiritually). Pray for the parting of the Jordan and for the walls of Jericho to crumble. Pray that I FINALLY MEET THIS PERSON I’M SUPPOSED TO MEET. Then, pray that once that is accomplished, once the person is met, the proper relationship is established to bring about the plans of Father God for the entertainment industry. Pray that I continue to receive revelation into His heart for me, His people in the industry, and how they can best be loved and served. Pray that my businesses flourish and prosper. My businesses are part of the key and fit together like a puzzle piece with the partnership and non-profit. In fact, there may not be a non-profit, I’m unsure. I think He has a different way to do this, but it’s still clearing up, and I need my partner first.
Also, by “pray” I don’t just mean beg and plead. Ask once, believe it is answered yes (because it is), and then start to THANK GOD and PRAISE HIM, and THEN speak to the enemy that is blocking the way and tell him to move. Speak to the circumstances of financial issues and health to be resolved and to stop being distractions from what I need to be doing. And continue to be thankful for exactly what you have already asked. THIS IS HOW HIS WORD IS ACCOMPLISHED. (Mark 11:24, Philippians 4)
2. Give. Support us while we pursue this. My kids have an integral role in this (even though they don’t understand it yet). They are going to be part of what changes lives. We are in this as a family. It’s not just me standing here. In homeschooling, we are currently pursuing learning about who they are in Christ and how His Love plays THE most important part in that. Support our mission. Don’t feel sorry for us, but stand with as we fight the good fight of faith for what we have been sent here to do.
May you be blessed beyond all that you can ask, think, or imagine. May you receive 100-fold return. May it be pressed down, shaken together, and running over.
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